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Walking proud -with you- by Gassevelle, literature

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Walking proud -with you-

At first I was frightened. I thought you would throw me away... But you came to me and took my hand. With you I don't fear anything.. I feel brave, together we are the same. Apart we are wounded. But the love you showed to me stays in my heart. What I feel for you is something No one can describe. It is so strong it will make me burst. Together we start walking hand in hand. No fear in our minds. We don't have anything to hide. We are walking proud to a new day. At first I was thinking: "Do they accept us?" That was silly. You were there with me And that makes me strong. I feel shy, but you draw me out from my shell.. You

Infected Heart by Gassevelle, literature

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Infected Heart

I know, know you can't love me... I see, see the pain in the mirror... But who will set me free... You say, say that you can't breath... But why, why is it always you? So I have to stay behind... Isn't it sometimes little comforting To see what you have done.. But how would you know? Because you can't feel a thing.. You are acting.. I see it.. You are wasting our time.. We are out of time.. 'Cos you only have infected heart... So please save me. Save...me... I can't, can't see any good in you... I feel, feel the pain once forgotten.. But why I feel it now? So please, please rebuild your kingdom... Remain on, on to somethi

Painful kisses by Gassevelle, literature

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Painful kisses

I was once like you.. Innocent and calm... But it all changed that day, That day you threw me away... The lost child within won't come back anymore... The time won't let me give up, even I don't deserve to live... I shouldn't be here... I should fade away... You are hurting me... You are confusing me... But I won't give you the pleasure To see how it is hurting, How painful your kisses are.. I won't ever let you laugh at me.. I won't ever let you hurt me again... Your scent is waiting me in the bed.. It is thrusting my every instinct.. I don't want to see your face again... I don't want to see your infected heart again...

Keys to my end by Gassevelle, literature

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Keys to my end

Shadows cornering me.. Feelings are burning inside me.. I feel so free... And I lost myself again.. The dawn is looking at me through the window.. So gentle and warm, I feel still so cold inside... What has happened to me? The day is rising and going down with me... So lonely and stubborn, I feel so cold inside.. What did happen to me? Clocks are turning... I am fading away.. *That day you found my hourglass. You held the keys to my end... I find sometimes myself from the stained glass... Please don't try reach my hand... I am taken away by an ambushing wave... The night is watching me as I sleep... Too kind and warm for me..

Always waiting -for you- by Gassevelle, literature

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Always waiting -for you-

I am waiting for you Always and everywhere... Where's a memory of you... Where the sun will rest, There's a place for me to go. Where I can be at my best, There's so much I have to do. Will you accept me? Even there wouldn't be anything. There will be you, always you, waiting for me... But still doubts are blinding me. Filling me with silence... But I will keep going.. on.. Even the sky looks different Far from the clouds I'm flying. I must make it disappear, the scent I mean.. How I could forget you dying. Will you let go of me? Even so there was always something that I Held dear, it's you, always you, by my side... But

Amor by Gassevelle, literature

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Amor

Wondering why I can't show the truth. Always wandered through a dream. Always seeing that the doors are shut. What does it mean? You are burning the blood inside me. Alwas thought this is a dream. But this is too real to be. As you are walking away, I bleed... Amor, too long you have slept within me. Oh, so long it has been... It's time to show the truth... *But as I close my eyes I see the world as it should be. The one you are with Won't ever be me.. It's time to realise That you won't be mine. You are withering inside me. You can't stop the life? What will it be? As I rip my heart apart, it seems alive... Why can't you

After years -2010- by Gassevelle, literature

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After years -2010-

When the past doesn't bind us anymore. When I can let go of it.. I can live fully once again. But even the shadows of the past Have to let go of me.. There's nothing to say anymore? You're wrong.. I am reborn... There is still much to say. And after years I am finally free. When the sun won't shine anymore The end will be near..(End will begin) But don't worry 'cos I'm with you.. But when we can let go of the past, Is the time when we can really live. I ahve still a lot of things to say... Because we love.. And will show love.. Because the time heals And after years I am alive. I was laying in the bed For so many years,

I will fall... by Gassevelle, literature

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I will fall...

Why didn't people let me be. They just teased me, used me. Why they act something else? Why I have to suffer? Why not the ones who hated me. Why people are always something else. Tomorrow it all will be alright. But if it doesn't? What if I have to go through this Everyday in my life. *I didn't even have a chance to stand And they already threw me away. You didn't care about me like you said As I am the one to say... I will fall once again. I will fall all over again. The sun shines, I hate it. I hate it all, the sun, everything in this world. Why they didn't pick someone else. Why they make me feel sad? How I hate them st

Links. by Gassevelle, literature

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Links.

Memory is a beautiful thing, isn't it? But some of them are just too cruel To handle. "Love or hate me!" you say. They go hand in hand, don't they? But some things are better to Be forgotten, to shelter us From harm. 1*But as I try to cut these links To my past I just end up hurting Myself more. So what should I do? "What I feel inside?" you ask.. I don't want to tell because the World is too frightening... "Bury me alive!" you say... I can't even think life without you... But these things I try to forget Are more painful than you Could imagine. 2*But as I try to live on without These links. I end up getting painful F

Love hurts, love heals by Gassevelle, literature

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Love hurts, love heals

How many times I have to feel the pain? How many times you lie straight to my face? I love you but is the truth so hard to tell? I am sorry that I am not reliable.. I never thought it would be so hard To love you.. As the night falls over the town, I see you with someone else. I wasn't enough for you and I'm sorry for it... How many times I have to feel the same? How many times we go through the cycle? I hate being hurt again and again. But what will you gain By hurting me all over again? It hurts and I can't take it anymore.. Live to tell only the lies or Are you only missunderstood? I am not enough... I never will... To

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Walking proud -with you- by Gassevelle, literature

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Walking proud -with you-

Infected Heart by Gassevelle, literature

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Infected Heart

Painful kisses by Gassevelle, literature

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Painful kisses

Keys to my end by Gassevelle, literature

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Keys to my end

Always waiting -for you- by Gassevelle, literature

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Always waiting -for you-

Amor by Gassevelle, literature

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Amor

After years -2010- by Gassevelle, literature

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After years -2010-

I will fall... by Gassevelle, literature

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I will fall...

Links. by Gassevelle, literature

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Links.

Love hurts, love heals by Gassevelle, literature

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Love hurts, love heals

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What Their Mothers Saw

"Tomas! Your room. Now." He scrambled to follow his mother's instruction, scared and confused. It had been a quiet evening, just him, his mother, Jules, and her daughter, Bhara, were visiting. The two women had just finished a game of shell when the calm was shattered. He knew there was something wrong. Everyone did, but no one talked about it. All the fathers where gone, except for Nadya's father who was crippled, from the last war, or so the rumor went. Tomas didn't know what war they were talking about; he didn't even know there was a war going on now,

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Just a Babe by kallia-goldenwings, literature

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Just a Babe

You were just a babe when you came to us We didn't understand You were young Innocent Navie Sweet Adorable At the same time your wrold had been turned over You had lost those you love Who meant the world to you You were still healing You didn't know what you wanted You didn't know what you had You didnt know where you were going Then one day things looked up You met some one who might just be that one They were not the person you were suppose to be with But they were who you wanted to be with But you never know they were no good for You never know how they could hurt you You never know the life style y

What am I 18 by kallia-goldenwings, literature

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What am I 18

I forgot to tell you I have a boyfriend That why I came in a the creak of dawn He the one I hang out with on the weekend The one I get food for sometimes I didn't tell you so I wouldn't have to hear you nag That all you do One would think you would nag less if you worked Fix the pillow so the tag is not facing you What time do you have work at -"I'm trying to sleep was out late " You just started you don't want to be late It nice to have her care But I feel like I am in high school Feel like I am a teenager again Last I check I was adult I was over 18 But does she know that? What am I 18

In your Arms by kallia-goldenwings, literature

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In your Arms

I once told you I walk though the valley of dreams Moving for one dream to the next Moving for one fatantsy to the next Peaking in on one's most private dreams This is my world the world I ihave always know Though all those before you In the past the was no sleep Just this wandering But in you arms the is peace There is just sleep Sweet peaceful sleep As there his been in no other arms before Each night I fall a sleep Fall in to your dreams Where I find our limbs tangeled I find my self once again in your arms Never before have I had this peace of mind That I only find in your arms The sleep the world must

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 30
Finland
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Home
Favourite genre of music: pop & rock
MP3 player of choice: I have creative

Favourite Movies

V for Vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

nightwish, pmmp, and many more

Favourite Games

Final fantasy, Tomb raider

Favourite Gaming Platform

playstation 2 and 3

Other Interests

ayumi hamasaki, madonna indica(finnish) and many more .

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Gassevelle

Feb 16, 2012

2012

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It has been so long time. I haven't been here much. Even I still write. So much has changed. I have been growing. Found somone really special (actually he found me). And new family member. Cat! Her name is Lara. Friends says her name is not good prophecy at all because she will be soon climbing everywhere. Actually long name is Laratsenko. =) Well what else. My school is finally going to end. So it will mean going somewhere. The whole world is my stage. But still I want to study music. So I will finally cut the chains and apply school in big town. Exciting and scary at the same time. i feel so free at the moment. I feel happy. First Valentin